just got back from a wonderful date with soccer...  exhaustion has overcome me and im drowning in a sea of latic acid ...  (FYI:  ... that's what makes ur muscles sore if ya didn't know)

gotta work on the fourth... ridiculous...

one of my friends grandmother passed away today, pray please... bc instead of spending fun time together on the fourth, his family must spend time together in remorse... but no matter what blessed be the name of the Lord...

i live in a soap opera... its worse then days of our lives... i swear...  just waitin to see how the next episode will turn out...

so when can i get to the point that God's wants and His desires are what bring me my only source of happiness and joy?? no idles in my life... no more petty things the world has to offer... fully seekin the Lord and being a part of His mission for His kingdom... i want Him to be glorified in my life... but God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him... and im not there... a change... i need it. i want to wake up and can't wait to experience His presence and just embrace in His promises...

i get to go to north carolina for a wk... gettin a chance to experience God... Can't wait... prayin for clarity to come fourth during this trip... happy fourth everybody...  God Bless America!! ha,  corny, i know but praise Jesus for the many blessings that have been bestowed upon our nation, Thank u Jesus :)

Currently Listening Can You Hear Us? By David Crowder Band Revolutionary Love see related

stop the maddness!! i'll update now.. k? ha, jk anyways... so here's my schedule for the summer...

Monday 9:00- Work-out wit Loren K. wit Union Softball team tryin to be a good girl and stay fit for soccer... ha.  after that go and bug my mom at the bank, answer the phone and say Wal-Mart Supercenter, ha ha, that's such much fun, but i get in trouble...  see who is playin for the day in the World Cup... 1:00-10:00- possible that i might work, if not go running, or play wit my dog Beast... check email to see if Jai has written me...

And that's the same day-to-day...o yea, go to Carthage for night class on Thursday nights so i get to see my C-Town peeps... 

i frown upon the diversity of my days bc there is none!!  but i am going bowling this wk end in meridian, finally, out of philadelphia...

so something ive been pondering on lately... why do we fear our future?? we've been promised plans that will prosper us... and also, if we say we love God, then we shouldn't fear bc perfect love casts out fear...  why is who i marry a big deal to me?? Jesus says that marriage is an event that takes place on earth,  but at the resurrection people will neither marry nor be given in marriage, they will be like the angels in heaven...    i am a confused little girl, ha  :)  ya'll have a great wk!!

Currently Listening Simply Nothing By Shawn McDonald All I Need see related

who invented boredom???  it sucks.  don't try it. so anyways, somebody finally got smart and hired me, ha jk.. that was all Jesus bc someone hooked me up wit a job in Canal Place. He really does answer prayers for those who are in doubt bc i was prayin ALL day for Him to send something my way, just hittin up my Jesus, and then i got a call that afternoon, did my Jesus dance. but uh, yea, so i guess i'll be postin alot here in the future bc it's the only thing i have to do, goin to ole miss this wk end.... ya'll have fun,  love all, worship one!